I get sideswiped by doubt each time I think about calling my
next interviewee. What if they’re not home, what if they are
but they say ‘no’? What if they say yes?
I just pick up the phone and dial, no thinking, no
hesitating. It’s got to be done. Otherwise I would never write another profile.
I must.
Today I show up at the arranged time only to find my subject
not at home. I should have called in the morning to re-confirm. I thought to,
but didn’t. What if they had wanted to back out at the last minute?
